do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care
it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...
Thursday, May 25, 2006 :::
EASY SILENCE
It's a bit quiet isn't it? What's happened this week? Well - The weather sucks, I'm not feeling well, SSMs over, I ordered a chrysanthemum tea at a bar, and swore like crazy yesterday for reasons I didn't even know although it might've given you guys a good laugh I guess, where did the anger come from I wonder, has that become a part of me I don't know, it's Friday today it's a holiday I know I have no engagements yet I'm not totally well which means I probably shouldn't roam around the city so I'm just glued in front of my computer reading about Madonna and her tour some random gossips like how she complained about there's no A/C (people really need to get a life, I know including people like me who even bothered reading a title like that... but it's not my fault I guess since I didn't make observations like that) and while listening to some masterpiece that's performed by Dixie Chicks.
The Long Way Around and Easy Silence are really awesome.
Well, I fought with a stranger and I met myself I opened my mouth and I heard myself It can get pretty lonely when you show yourself Guess I could have made it easier on myself
Somehow maybe I'm putting too much pressure on myself Why do I have to think about so many things Consequences, effects on people, effects on myself, the way I see myself, the way people see me... It's not like I have to put the whole world on my shoulder for a simple problem that is not meant to be a problem for most people. I wish, it's all so simple that all I need is a that. If only that can make me feel better. If only I can get that. If only I can worry nothing after that That'd make me one primitive, mindless, soul-less existence But I don't care.
I wish.
I know what I'm wishing is not really what I want, but you know sometimes when you say 'you wish that sth sth sth can come true'... you actually mean something else. You can't just say it directly because you think that's too ridiculous, too embarassing, too not happening, too out of this world, too naive, too stupid... so perhaps you say the opposite.
Now maybe I should admit I actually know where that anger came from.
Silence is easy. So I remain that way.
Ahhhh... I'm with stupid. Ahhhhh.... I'm with stupid. AHHHHHh.... I'm with stupid. Ahhhhhhhh.... I'm with stupid.
it's all an illusion there's too much confusion down down down with your heart find find find the secret turn turn turn your head around baby we can do it we can do it alright do you believe in love at first sight it's an illusion i don't care do you believe i can make you feel better too much confusion come on over here can we get together i really i really want to be with you come and check it out with me i hope you i hope you feel the same way too...
